but apparently inertia wont. MAN DO I EVER LOVE THIS PAGE FUCK. soo good.

kay. got back from comicon about a week ago. and i can now say ITS FUCKING AWESOME. once you get over the thousands of people that make it difficult to move an inch without getting hit in the face by their bags or overly large exaggerated costume pieces. tis great. most exhausting week of my life. but soo good. ive allready started saving for next year.

dont have any pictures at the moment. all on a disk that has mysteriously dissappeared.. yeah spelling. anyway. ill get em. an post a few.

ps. i hate facebook. PEACE OUT

okay so now that ive got this journal thing up. ive almost got most of my writing typed up from its inferior paper form. sgood. and then. the DOOM.

Bored. warm. HOT. summer is HOT. biggest headache of my life. writing on a stupid online journal to no one. YEAH IM COOL. mmmm cool. ice cream....

so. today was my brothers birthday party. fine. i lent him my ps2 and my foam dance dance matt an my dance dance game. i didnt give him any other games or any controllers. got home from work tonight an he had stolen all of my ps2 games. and one controller. now. all of my game cases have lovely scratches and holes in them from him and his friends. I SHOULD KILL HIM. fuck.

THE FIRST I SAY! no i am not excited for canada day. NO. i am excited for something much more grand. though.. the 30$s an hour to work on canada day will be nice. BUT THAT ONLY ADDS TO THE MAJESTY OF IT.

COMIC-CON.

YESSSS COMICON. less than a month to go. *drools* omfg. soo many things. all the comic book stuff. all the BATMAN. avatar stuff. avatar panal NEW EPISODES!?! jhonen is going! he has a new book. READ IT. fucking GPW gotham public works. GONNA TOUCH YOU BATMAN. and ohhh the bad cosplayers galore. i will have to post some pictures.

im sooooooooooooo excited *DIES*

ohhhh sooo goood. got House season 1 and 2 on dvd! best thing ever. also a feather bed topper an .hack//G.U. YEAH

I sat an watched a close family memeber die the other day. His lungs slowly filled with fluid. he was drowning. in a hospital bed. his body slowly shutting down. the look of sadness in his eyes was undescribable he looked as though he was sad to be dying yet wanted it to be over. it was interesting. i learned something about humans an life. His funeral is on saterday. i wish him luck. an hope he finds a better place.

Okay so along with my recent obsessing about useless things. i was searching for house md stuff on youtube. an thats when it hit me. i saw all the ps3 an wii smashing videos. its sick ; ; i want a freakin ps3. it was funny to see all of the angry people with the ps3. but did anyone notice that when they smashed the wii. no one was angry. they all just laughed. IN YOUR NINTENDO FUCKED FACE WII! *cackles*

okay so. new recent obsessions:
House M.D. (fuckin awesome)
my new dslite an Animal Crossing an Under the knife. soo good.
and to my dismay. freakin pokemon. cant say its too amazing but im addicted.

fuck sakes. dont even know.

ya ever wake up in the morning an wish ya didnt cause you have to go to work? im sure alot of you have. FUCKING BURGERKING. yeah thats right. i am an enraged employee of the BKLounge. i hate it. just so everyone knows. yup. thats all i got.

gawd im tired. just. tired. ive spent the hole day argueing with my shit brother. ive practically lost my voice. saw brothers grimm last night. didnt realy want to see it but it turned out to be good none the less. el sigh. ive got a migrane. my body is sore. today is just not a good day. emotional yo yo bullshit. i need a break. or a nap.. sleeping doesnt help. but it would be nice. school will start back up soon. that will kill some time i suppose. i think i hate myself right now. giving the so called love of my life advice about her boyfriend. *flops* im skrewed. fucked. BAH HUMBUG. *DIES*

Strange beside the pond
You look long and lovely
Like I remember you
I was on my break
You had time to spare
And so we tried to...talk
Or maybe just sit
Mmm-mmm

CHORUS
'Cause things look beautiful when they're away from you
Things look beautiful when they're so new
And thinks look beautiful when they're away from you
They seem to stay away from you

The island boats was slow
We had the Monkees on the radio
The only song you know
I walked on for miles
You stood on heels
I turned to wave to you
And then you start to...smile
But it was stolen away
By some devil inside of you

CHORUS

Am I lying to you still
I can't move
I miss you so much
I miss you so much
I was trying to fix this loss
I've given up
I just stand and look at her
I just stand and look at her

CHORUS

right. so. im almost perminatly stuck speaking with an irish accent. just saw "on the edge" for first time. I LOVE IT. too bad its almost damn near imposible to find in this damn town. let alone country - -'

HOKAY. im massively tired right now ;__; ive been drawing for the last couple of hours... i should probubly go to bed what with it being 230in the mornin. meh. doesnt realy matter. ill read some fanfiction. play some more ro. eat some jalapeno chips.. mmm jalapeno. spicy is good non? i should be on RO for a while. as Byakou or Kasuei . my journals arnt going to be very exciting ive noticed 0o. just day to day life. *nods* well later...